Life is filled up with some strange thinkings. You enjoy some really awesome time and don´t mentioned what a cruel thing is growing up with. After a long journey into personal hell I felt so great. And now? Yeah right I must change something... So I´ll quit drawing and for exactly all what I´ve be. My mind feel cramped and I thinked about my options but the chance to be I, isn´t given, so my last oppertunity is to lock my mind away to a place where noone can find it and let it there. That solution hurts but I don´t to handle it in an other way. I´am one of thousands and now I realized it! There isn´t any individualism in real world...